this is MY LIFE..
STAY ONLI if u care..
GET LOST if u dun..
basically thats ME!!!
this is MY LIFE..
STAY ONLI if u care..
GET LOST if u dun..
basically thats ME!!!
wednesday.. had lesson frm 8am-12noon.. den 3pm-5pm lo.. coz gt GEMs make-up lesson.. well... went 2 eat with Angie, Felisia, Yuxing, Huijie @ FC4 lo.. den Huijie went fer her GEMS.. de rest go do their project.. den i go co room pract n play lo.. nv join Hanee they all coz my ezlink wanna no money le.. coz they going Queensway lo.. haha!!! den after tat.. meet Yenmin n Shufen @ Vanda room @ 250pm fer GEMs lo.. den after tat went back 2 CO room.. den pract a while.. den go eat le lo.. den after tat gt combined pract... so tiring.. i am totally dreaming away lo... den halfway.. me n Eileen went 2 toilet lo.. den when we came out... saw Wormy.. den waited fer him n go back CO room lo.. den her happy meal, Kenneth came out... den we rot outside CO room a while le den went back 2 dance studio 2 pract.. practically is dreaming thruout lo..haha!! finish pract @ 945pm... so tired... den after tat went hme lo.. was tinking hw 2 do de RWP hmwk.. i have totally no idea wat izzit all abt.. den after trying fer almost an hour.. i fell aslp lo.. i am too tired le..
den nxt morning.. which is 2day... wake up late la.. ard 735am... den was thinkin of rushing 2 sch.. but den no mood.. so slowly take my time.. den when i board de train.. i realise i am veri veri veri veri veri de late le.. i onli board the train @ 810am lo and my lesson is @ 8am.. den thinking of this make me more sian.. so i decided 2 skip tat RWP lesson again.. n went Shuqun Sec meet Xinjie they all lo. .they helpin out fer performance fer de sec 1 cca orientation lo.. den i was suppose 2 help.. but i wore black t-shirt whereby they have 2 wear white.. so in de end.. nv lo.. den after tat.. waited fer them 2 finish..so i skipped another microbiology tutorial again...den waited n waited... but they onli finish by 1045am... den keep de stuffs n things liydat.. already 1055am le.. no pt fer me rushing back n get scolding frm my clz tutor.. so in de end.. skipped all my lessons 2day... den onli rush back fer my microbiology practical lo.. den after tat.. we left Shuqun @ ard 11am den walk 2 JE central eat lo. .den sit dwn there talk fer a long time lo.. den onli left at ard 130pm.. den i was late fer my prac.. ard 10mins late.. den after tat... went 2 FC3 with Yuxing, Felisia, Huijie 2 go meet Mengchoo n go SAA check out de helping out of de raising fund thingy lo..den after tat Feli n Huijie went off first.. den me n Yuxing n Mengchoo went 2 FC3 n makan.. den after tat went help out 2 pack de stuffs tat ppl donated fer the victims tat had suffered due to the diasasters lo.. den i gt veri tired again.. and i decided 2 leave by 7pm.. den reach hme.. nw... typing my blog.. realli tiring lo..
well.. tml gonna meet my bestie..!!! my bestie fer 14yrs???!!!haha!! oh man!!! my kindergarden 1 first ever known best fren!!haha!! sansan~~ argH~haha!! tml gonna meet her fer lunch~ so excited.. it have been so long since we last meet...!!! nt 2 mention have a lunch 2gtr..haha!! well~.. cant wait fer the time 2 pass as soon as possible!!haha!! lalalala!!!
Chinie is a typical college girl who enjoys life to the fullest. She loves her boyfriend so much and texts him every now and then.JM is Chinie's boyfriend who works in a call center in Ortigas. He's always busy doing so many things. He only manage to reply to Chinie's texts when he got off from work.One time JM receive a message from Chinie:"hi baby! how r u? miss u! call me when u come home k?! tc! lovu!"JM ignored the message because he always receive the same message whenever it is time for him to go home from work."baby,i miss u already! did u eat yet?! takecare when u go home! ill be w8ing 4 ur call.lovu!""baby,where r u?! u're not replying to my msg.well,ill b here w8ing for ur call! lovu!"JM reaches home and lay on his bed. The last time he knew is tha he's reading Chinie's text.He was so tired he fall asleep and wasn't able to return Chinie's call. He can still hear his phone beeps but he's too tired to take a glimpse on the message.When he woke up the next day, he remember that he needs to call Chinie. He ignored the messages and dialed Chinie's #. No one's answering in he rhouse. He called up her cellphone and he was surprised that her father answered the call. In his voice you can feel his tears and hear his heart tearing apart."JM,why'd u call just now? Chinie's been waiting for u!""Dad sorry.i was tired so i fell asleep.i called at home but no one answered.where are u now?.""just wait for us at home"JM went to Chinie's house and much to his surprised he saw a lot of people inside. The house were so lighted but you can see the gloom one very person you'll meet there. He was greeted by Chinie's mom on tears. She hug him tight and cried on his shoulders."Chinie was waiting for u. she didnt go out with us coz she was waiting for ur call. she was killed las night by some robbers who came in here. she's gone JM, she's gone""Ma,Chinie texted me last night..how could that have happened?!"JM can't look who's inside the coffin. He can't move and it feels like his whole body is stucked on the chair his seating. He wanted to cry but it seems that something is blocking his tears to fall down. He turn to his phone and read the messages of Chinie."baby, i'll be w8ing for u to call. i wont go outwith dad anymore!""baby, im scared. i think theres som1downstairs. pls call me already!""baby, theyre here. wat if they kill me.pls call me. baby where r u? i need you here now. please baby i can hear them come...""baby.... i love you!..."He wanted to shout and cry so loud. It's true that Chinie is waiting for his call. Up to her last breath she only thinks about him.He stare at Chinie inside the coffin. Suddenly tears starts flowing down his cheeks. He can't say anything. The only words he uttered..."My baby, i'm so sorry! I could have known, i could have fight for you! i'm really sorry! I love you so much!"
=>isnt tat too late to regret onli after u have lost sumone/sumthing tat u have cherished so much?!<=
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2day.. a soso day for me... well.. 2day had lesson at 10am.. den after tat break frm 12-1 den have lesson again all de way till 5pm.. den after tat went hme with Xueshi.. well.. 2day.. think nt much tings happen la.. but i duno why i juz have this sense of sadness n grief in me.. perharps is coz of de bad news tat was keep showing during de news? seeing all those ppl reported dead.. sumhw makes my eyes sore.. tears seems flowing duno why oso.. however.. realli pray tat those reported missing ppl will be soon found.. think tats all ba...
*u noe i simply cant forget u... u noe tat i have yet give up on u.. u noe i am always waiting fer u.. but why i seems like invisible 2 u... why... it hurts.. perhaps tat explains why lovehurts so much...*
2day suppose 2 go sch earli 2 do de RWP thingy.. but i overslept till cannot make it.. coz i simply cant slp de nite b4.. .i onli manage 2 fall aslp onli by 340am.. i duno why.. hmmm...ok.. den 2day wake up..realise i am veri late le.. so i quickly rush go sch lo.. den reach there.. still i am late fer lesson.. but is 5mins late onli la..haha! den kind of stone in de lesson.. simply cant concentrate..coz i veri tired.. den after tat go lab lesson.. de teacher is veri noisy lo.. den keep toking n complaining non stop... we finish de practical kind of veri earli lo... finished it at 1245pm.. den we proceed 2 fc1 and have lunch lo.. den halfway.. saw casper..wahaha!!! oops!! ok.. den oso saw titus... diaOz... den when walk pass casper.. they keep asking me ,"rongs~ why ur face so red huh!!!" den i was like.. so paiseh lo..wahaha!!! diaOz.. hey ppl.. i onli say he veri shuai onli ma~wahahaha!! okok.. den after tat went com lab.. den saw Salleh they all.. den they say de change of math lesson is being approved..so later no math lesson.. it will be change 2 Friday morning lo.. yeppiE!haha!! den after tat i rot at library use com lo.. den after tat go co room at 4pm.. den rot again.. den go makan with Layleng, Wormy, AhHeng... den halfway Pok-Jie came n join us lo.. den after tat go back.. start pract a while on our own.. den start cuming in n out.. play handphone.. use Layleng's n Kaixian's handphone send quite a few ringtones over 2 mine using bluetooth lo..~haha!!so nice~!!! whOo!! den after tat.. went back hme with Peile.. onli manage 2 reach hme at 10pm lo.. so tiring.. arGh.. den tml.. start lesson @ 10am.. so means i can slp longer.. haha!! but think tml end a bit late oso.. haha!!at 5pm..haiz.. sad.. ok.. think going soon le.. haha!!
*simply cant forget u.... hopes 2 be de 1 by ur side... *
whOo!! i am veri veri veri veri happy.. why?! haha! coz i gt a new fone!! yeppie!! well.. i gt myself.. de fone.... panasonic x70 lo.. it is so nice lo.haha!!.. okok.. well.. and oso.. i change my number le.. my new number is 97497901... ~ k.. think tats all.. bye!!!haha
well.. wanted 2 post tis fer veri long le.. but juz i have no time 2 type.. but before proceeding i wanna say is.... *~whoever is reading this.. sorry if i offended u...~*
okay.. first.. i wan 2 say abt.. wat?... ok.. i will say abt frenz ard me... yesh.. i realli have mani frenz ard me.. but sumtimes i feel tat i am a jerk.. why?~ coz i kind of neglect sum of my frenz.. why?~ coz i tend 2 get too busy with my orchestra thingy n sutffs.. which leads 2 mani times i onli realli hang out with certain grp out ppl.. tat explains why i prefer going co room den hanging our with clzmates.. ok.. i shall touch abt clzmates later...
secondly.. i am truely.. nt veri happy wat is happening nw.. i duno why.. say i am sensitive.. say i am jealous... or juz say tat i am a fake person.. ok.. i admit.... i truely duno hw 2 be a real gd fren... be there fer u whenever u need me? be there when onli u need a listening ear n yet i am nt listening 2 wat de heck u are tokin... n acting as if i care... ? or izzit listening 2 u complaining n yet i have no complains.. frankly speaking.. i am 1 who is selective at topics i wanna tok.. yesh.. i am a freak.. tats why i tend 2 have frenz tat will in de end hate me.. ok.. str8 2 de pt.. i am mean.. yesh i admit.. i am sum1 who tok real str8... i dun mind ppl tokin str8 into my face.. but i seriously cannot take it when it is frm sum1 i love or even sum 1 i respect... my tears juz cant seems 2 be control when i am being reprimanded by sum1 i love/respect... i admit i am a veri proud person.. ok.. so?~ i am proud of myself..... u mean i cant be proud of myself? maybe coz i am over confidence abt myself.. ok.. i dun care... n i dunwan 2 care... seriously.. i admit.. i blocked a few frenz frm msn.. why?! coz i sumtimes realli dun feel like toking 2 a few... which cause me 2 do this..
next.. let me talk abt my church frenz.. yesh i admit.. they are real gd ppl.. but sumtimes i wonder.. are they nice 2 me coz they have 2? coz they have 2 obey de commandments of God.. i have always acting nice 2 sum1 but yet in my heart.. i am so disgusted by tat person n myself... why?! *if u are my cgm n reading this.. i wanna apologise u 2 all first... * sumtimes.. i feel so fake.. in me.. i am realli.. thinking of leaving church.. nt tat i dun love God.. i do love Him... i dun deny tat He is realli a faithful God.. but i feel tired... going 2 church n cell grp wks aftr wks n yet i seems so dead.. be it praying or bible readin.. i am nt veri faithful doing it.. i duno.. and i have alot of other commitments n nw.. persecution frm my parents... fer commitments... i have my sch.. i have spco.. i have my co outside... these 3 things.. i admit... is sumtings tat i will nv ever let go... they are my dreams... be a chemist.. be sum1 who can excel in co.. be a professional player in co... i am lost.. dun ask me why.. i realli duno... dun tok 2me abt this.. i simply dunwan 2 discuss this issue with anibody... i am juz saying out juz 2 release my anger n tinkings.... be it u are my cgm or christian frenz... i know.. a few of u are reading my blog... treat it as u duno it... i hate it when sum1 read my blog n start go ard telling ppl things n start scolding me when u dun even know exactly hw i feel..!!! why have i becum so worldly? i simply duno.. perharps is de temptation.. perharps is de things tat i cant let go off.. so whoever reading.. pls understand wat i am trying 2 explain!!!
nw.. abt my clz.. i have mentioned b4.. i have a few close frenz in clz.. ppl like Felisia, Angie, YuXing, Huijie.. de 5 of us are always 2gtr... but.. things started changing when i start 2 drift away when things turn sour between me n Yuxing tat time after de clz thingy.. though nw all de things are cleared.. but i have realise.. de frenship between de 5of us is gone... i simply cant seems 2 click with them.. why?~ maybe coz of de topics tat they tok.. i simply cant get myself interested in.. fer Yuxing.. although i can see tat she is realli trying veri hard 2 be nice n realli share her stuffs with me.. but still i feel tat gap between de 2 of us.. i simply duno why... izzit tat i have this barrel in my heart coz of wat have happen b4? i duno.. nw in clz.. i have nt been with de 4 of them animore.. it is like as if we had a veri big fight b4.. i dun deny.. i have sum dislikes abt Angie's n Huijie's attitude.. but still they are my frenz.. wat can i do.. ok.. den nw.. seeing the 4 of them so close 2each other.. de jealously in me seems 2 grow.. i duno why... perharps it is man's nature.. i duno..*yuxing.. i know u are reading my blog... so wanna apologise 2 u first* ok.. den though nw i am hanging out more with Ruru they all.. but still i feel tat me.. i am juz so fake.. unable 2 click with the previous ppl le... den cum n click 2 another grp... i realli feel so fake in me lo... this explains why i seems so unhappy n yet i am putting up a smiley face... i hate de fake me.. that freaking disgusting feeling is back lo.. i hate tat.....
well.. i think i enjoy myself 2day la..haha!! though a bit boring but still i enjoy.. de onli regret is.. Jie is nt there...sOb!!!well.. coz she gt performance... well.. it has already becum a routine fer me 2 countdown my Christmas n New Yr eve with her... this year.. nth change..~ we countdown 2gtr again..haha!!
well.. ystrday... went 2 Singapore Indoor Stadium fer church service... well shall nt elaborate abt it... er... kind of tired n fed up.. but suan le.. ok.. my fault fer being late... ok.. stop!! den after service.. i went off 2 meet Aileen n went back.. she dropped off at Jurong East 2 go meet her fren go watch movie.. den i went str8 hme 2 put my bag n went out again 2 meet Jie... den we went 2 community centre n check it out whether ani interesting countdwn.. but 2 our disappointment.. there isnt ani.. well.. so we decide 2 walk 2 JurongPoint.. which is like so far..haha!!ard 30-40mins walk lo.. so we walk.. halfway... is like already 1 more bus stop..den we will reach le.. den we decided 2 go my hse n play computeR!!haha... den went back my hse.. den my mum ask her 2 stay overnite lo.. coz is so late le.. even though she live veri near.. but still nt safe fer de 2 of us lo.. coz i was tinking of sending her back 2 her hse if she wanna go hme...haha!!
ok.. u all may wonder..why muz i send her hme... haha!! coz.. she is still xiao meimei~haha!! no la.. she ar.. 3yrs younger lo..same age as my younger brother.. unbelievable~ haha!! but duno why we click so well..haha!! n yet me n her elder sister is like water n fire?!haha!!!
den after tat... my dad cum in.. ask her 2 stay oso..haha!! den she stayed lo.. den she sit at my brother's table...which is side by side 2 mine... den using my brother's laptop.. online.. msn chat with me... n Yikloong.. lame rite?~haha!! sitting beside me n yet chatting with me... ONLINE!!!haha! den play till 3am.. we start 2 feel tired le.. so decided 2 slp..den wake up at 6am.. send her back hme.. den i went back n slp again...
den was suppose 2 meet her 915am..but i was late.. i overslept.. she called @ 920am n i am still slping like a pig...haha!! den after tat she cum up 2 my hse..den waited fer me while i go prepare..haha!! den we took cab over 2 practice lo.. when get into de cab... de fare is $3.40... when alighting.. de fare is still $3.40.. so can u all imagine hw near it is?~haha!! n yet de 2 of us lazy 2 walk.. coz it is so hot n i was de 1 who is late.. so i decide 2 pay la..haha!!
den after tat reach there... practice haben start.. den de Soka ppl still chanting.. diaOz.. so scary... den after tat teacher came.. den we tried 2 psycho Jie 2 nt go her CO performance n instead go 2 teacher's hse have christmas meal~..haha! but in de end she decide 2 go lo..
den after practice.. me, James, Lihua, Jason, Mingkwang took teacher's car back 2 his hse.. den went 2 his hse n play lo.. den we onli left at 630pm..
den reach hme.. went 2 Pioneer mall with my parents.. den wanted 2 buy a new handphone lo.. coz i saw in newspaper.. panasonic X70 selling at de price of $48 onli lo.. provided signing up a new line lo..den i was like so happy... den called my dad.. den my mum agree 2 let me have it lo... first time.. telling her abt this kind of thing n she agree let me have it.. den so happy tat time.. den went there.. see... dunhave!!!! coz my daddi say try n check whether starhub gt anot.. den dunhave... den try singtel.. they say no more tat fone.. den i was like... why!!! den i so sad..nearly cry.. haiz.. den suan le.. den my daddi say tml go westmall see whether got anot lo.. coz there gt M1 shop...haiz.. realli wish fer a new fone la... till nw.. i have yet 2 have a real new fone tat belongs to me lo.. took my Starhub line fer like 2yrs plus le.. i onli have a fone of my own.. Nokia 3315.. haiz.. so lame lo.. i am craving fer a fone!!! argH.. den nw was tinking.. either i take M1 tat line with panasonic X70 onli $48bucks... or i am going 2 buy a 2nd-hand panasonic GD88 without line @ $250 lo.. haiz.. shall see hw.... *gone*
ok.. i am back 2 update my blog.. ok.. when shld i start.... let me slowly think...
*5mins gone*
well.. ok.. on tuesday... yah i skip CPPB lesson.. i was coughing like mad lo... haha!! den when i reach maths clz.. i cough like siao fer like almost 5imns lo.. haha!! den after tat is microbiology lesson. den after lesson.. i was thinkin of going dwn 2 ACS (B) 2 meet Jie they all.. den go there look look see see lo.. haha!! but they already on their way back.. so i decided 2 go hme.. but halfway... at mac.. i saw Szehui lo.. den she aks me whether wanna go CO room anot lo.. so decided 2 juz pop by n rot lo... den rot away.. de few of them wanna go Bugis 2 settle publication thingy.. den i have 2 meet Jie 2 accompany her 2 take erhu.. so i decided 2 go hme n nt join them fer bugis trip lo.. coz oso i nt feeling veri well le lo.. den after tat went back hme... went 2 buy my dinner le lo... den after tat went hme.. online... den Jie sms me no need go take erhu lo.. so i rest at hme lo... den halfway.. i start feeling veri terrible lo.. so i called my mum n decide 2 go see a doctor lo.. den de doctor was tinking of giving my MC.. but... i did a stupid thing by declining de need of it!!! aint me stupid!! haha!! so went hme.. have de medicine.. den slp...
den on wed...reach sch.. den lesson.. so tiring lo.. and i fell aslp lo..haha!!!den after lesson.. went 2 fc3 n eat.. den go co room rot a while lo.. den meet Jie n Sinyi @ Dover mrt... den went 2 Newton meet James, Lihua, Yikloong, Jason, Mingkwang, Yujun, Franky, Xinlin lo.. den went 2 ACS (B) den rot again.. wat de... den performance n everyting lo.. den my instrument so heavy... so i bully Yikloong n James.. ask them help me carry lo.. den after that we went 2 Marina Bay n have our dinner lo.. n everyting.. onli manage 2 reach hme by 11pm lo.. kaoz..
den on Thurs pon tan agian lo.. pon de morning lesson.. Report Writing & Presentation.. tat lesson... onli play com lo.. so i decide 2 have more slp.. den went 2 sch.. late fer Microbiology lesson.. onli reach @ 1045am whereby de lesson ends @ 11am.. wat de.. in de end.. nv go.. den went 2 IOCHEM... de teacher realli.. he is a wanna-be mr nice guy.. but hew fails.. he is as naggy as de naggiest mum ever in this universe lo.. haha!! den after lesson.. den went makan.. den went2 help Lingling test here food lo.. err... okok lo.. den saw a lot of ppl frm co lo.. haha!! den de clz ppl... nt use 2 them calling me VICTORIA!!!hahaha!!! okok.. den saw Desmond daddi again.. so sway lo.. everytime will see him 1~ haha!!! den after tat go practical.. so fun.. den me n Xueshi brought our crystal back hme SECRETLY!!!haha!! den after tat went co room again n slack.. den i start playing de PAIGU fer FenYongQianJing lo.. hahaa!! den teach Desmond n Peicheng~ haha!! i sound pro.. but i am nt la!!! haha!!!den after tat went off 2 meet Jie again 2 go watch performance @ ToaPayoh HDB HUB lo.. den meet James, Yikloong, Jason, Lihua.. den went makan.. den after tat meet MingKwang lo.. den after tat went hme lo.. haha!! i lazy 2 elaborate wat happen during performance~haha!! Jie will kana maluated again.. haha!! =X ok.. think tats all le la..!!! veri long posting agian le.. sure a lot of ppl wanna complain le..!!! haha!!! nw is already 1147am lo.. blog fer 26mins lo..haha!! okok. bye!!! aniway.. hereby i wanna wish all de ppl....
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
well..i am tired... arGh!! so veri lazy 2 blog... on 22nd gt performance... den 2day went 2 watch a peformance... den both days.. 11pm den reach hme.. hai... tml still got lesson..den summore still need do project.. den still have 2 go indoor stadium... i have enuf...arGh!! tired.. haha!! den sat morning still gt co practice... den go teacher's hse... den sunday... co prac again..haha!! argh!! i am veri tired!! argH~~haha!! ok i shall not complain~
* zip my mouth shut!! *ok la.. i am tired 2 blog la.. tml den i cum blog.......errrrrr............... nono.. nt tml... maybe saturday or sunday... or maybe when i am free n nt tired la.. haha! ok.. nw i need REST!! yeah REST!! bye blog!! loveya... miss u... i love my blog!! haha!! ok mad... fine!
my voice is losing nW!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!
yesh... i am still sick... my flu is nt getting ani better and now... my cough is here 2 add on...haiz.. den oso... my kneecap start hurting again..fer no reason... think i have hit it accidentally again... well.. watever... as long as no fever can liao... if nt... arGh!!! dengue fever!!! oh no!!haha!!! okok.. nope..i dun have dengue fever... okok.. shall cum n update my life here again la..haha!!!!
well.. last wk... wat did i do huh? let me recall... ok... lsat wk.. have lessons majiam no lessons..haha!! we onli started having Engineering Math I, Inorganic & Organic Chemistry, ans oso gt 1 practical.. Introduction to Microbiology... and oso... we have lesson on Spreadsheet-Microsoft office n oso Report Writing & Presentation n oso IDEAS..... and oso nt forgetting my GEMS-Music Appreciation.. haha!! well.. toking abt this... i kind of sad.. coz they are going 2 learn abt western music.. haha... but... i prefer Chinese Music..~haha!! well well... ok say i am biased!ahha!! ok.. watever it is la.. den overall a wk is juz gone liydat...
on Friday... went 2 Shuqun sec in de morning again fer prac...meet Xinjie n de morning..den she was late.. onli manage 2 meet @ 745am.. and de prac is starting @ 8am.. haha!! den her bro, Xinlin sms her..ask us share cab...haha! but we already reach boon lay le.. so asked him 2 cum dwn n meet us...den took cab dwn lo... but i have 2 leave by 10am coz i have lesson at 10am... so in de end i left at 950am and i took cab.. rush 2 sch... reach there at 10am!!!.. haha!! ok.. went fer lesson.. i cursed myself str8 away... coz i see wrongly de time table... i thought this wk going 2 have math practical which is a new thing fer me lo.. den in de end is nxt wk!!! arGh!!! this wk is 2hours tutoriaL!!!! n de teacher is nt going 2 teach aniting... best of all.. NO ATTENDENCE TAKING!!! so... freaking angry tat time.. i was like... wat de... if i see preperly... i will nt waste tat money n i will have be able 2 go thru de whole rehearsal n even have my lunch le den slowly stroll back 2 sch fer my GEMS lo... wat de... haiz... waste my money n waste my time... watever.. i am stupid..yeah thanks.. -_____-"~ arGh... den after tat... i juz keep mumbling 2 myself n scold myself fer being so blur!... haiz.. well..
den on Saturday..went Shuqun again... haha! yah Shuqun again... nw this time.. i am late..haha!! so in de end... suggested 2 tat 2siblings tat we share cab lo.. haha!! den in de end all thanks 2 XinLin.. at hme slowly comb his hair..den late..wat de.. wat a vain guy.. ok.. den after tat reach Shuqun.. de ppl there is like.. why this grp of ppl wear pink!! haha!!well.. coz me, Xinjie, James, Lihua all wear pink lo!!haha! coz we say tat last wk tat 2day we wear pink lo!!haa!! den after tat... we went 2 eat.. den after tat... go jurong east entertainment...den they see see look look handphone lo.. den after tat.. me n Jie decide 2 go hme first.. coz i need go dwn 2 boonlay cc pass a file la... den went hme.. suddenly rain.. n i am soaked in de rain!!! den came hme.. on de aircon.. play com... den feel tired.. den slept!!! n when i wake up.. i start feeling strange le.. dizziness came n my throat is pain.. my nose is blocked anf my head is feeling so heavy n i feel so weak.. but no choice.. i still have 2 go 2 boonlay cc pass de file..den go back gekpoh meet James, Lihua, Jason n Yikloong lo.. den went back.. sit inside storeroom..haha!! den after tat we decide go eat after Xinjie came dwn.. den after tat went back lo.. den we walk 2 Soka fer practice again lo.. so tiring lo.. and de scary thing is i am de onli zhongruan!! ar!!! hw cum?! coz XiaoZhen nv cum.. she sicK!! ar!!
den after tat prac lo.. the wind ensemble conductor.. wat de!! real cocky guy la!! for whoever hear before de song YaoZhuWuQu hor... u all shld noe.. in front... it is sumting veri veri veri slow n veri veri veri have feelings 1 lo.. den he conduct..den he want so fast.. i was like "hello, uncle u got hear before this song anot.. wat de!!! i dun feel safe with u conducting.. it will be a disgrace 2 us leh!!! n though i nt frm SOKA... but still i feel ASHAMED here.. helping leh!!! wat de!!!" he is practically wasting my time.. den he still indirectly scold de CO ppl and oso shame them infront of the wind ensemble.. den i was like!! wat de!!! arGH!!! enuf is enuf lo.. scold us ok le... why muz u shame us lo... den summore he attack Franky str8 lo.. say" hey although u are de solo fer this part.. doesnt mean u can play as u wish hor!!! see de conductor conduct!!!" den we all were like.. hey!! u already say solo.. of coz let him play de speed he wants as long as it is de accepted speed for de song la.. den never mind... den their ppl oso... so rudE!! so wat if u are in Wind ensemble!? does it make u a veri westernise person?! wat is shan jiao tie!!! hello.. u mean u a chinese dun understand!? wat de... say wat chinese instrument u all dun play.. den wat de heck u all wan play.. all instrument are chinese instrument waT!! timpani=ding ying gu... den they say nt same.. they say co timpani is NOT de same as their western timpani.. den i ji tao pengs lo... watever la.. den we all those who went 2 help out as guest player are so bu shuang lo.. even Mr Ng oso buay tahan lo.. den have a rest... den Mr Ng conduct... haha!! den we all were so happy lo.. den we even cheered fer him ask him JIAYOU!! haha.. yah lah.. childish but this symbolise our support 2 him!!haha!!
well.. stop here a while... well i think tat.. when u get use 2 a conductor.. u will find it a bit difficult 2 follow de other 1... fer me... i am still trying 2 get use 2 Mr Lee in SPCO.. coz he is realli a veri fast conductor..haha!! why fast?! coz his songs all..haha!! crazy 1.. all veri fast.. but den still have 2 all thanks 2 him oso.. if nt i will nt have improve so much better ever since GekPoh is goned n i onli manage 2 play zhongruan during sum occasions... well.. ok i shall continue... den after de prac.. we went 2 keep out instruments.. den go inside de room le.. put instrument den tat toopid Yikloong the ONION!!! bang me lo.. den i am so weak le.. den still bully me.. arGh!!! ok.. at least de bang nt tat bad la.. never bang until i fall.. haha!! den after tat we all start discussing abt de conductor lo.. n oso de meeting time fer sunday prac.. den after tat went hme...
den nxt day went church in de morning... den i was so shocked!!coz i saw MEEKEE!! yeah!! so longnv see u le!! haha!!but i cant stay coz have pract.. den i already veri late le.. so i decide 2 go fer prac without ani lunch lo.. den reach there start prac...... den saw Kaixian n Xingzuan...haha! haiyo.. forever.. inseperatable.. haha!! den halfway thru sum1 sms me... i nearly pengz when i saw de sms.. uncle Yikloong.. sitting behind daruan which is behind zhongruan sms me a lame sms.. den i was like haiyo.. he is lame..sms me halfway de prac.. den after prac... he bang me again.. this time is real hard... wat de.. twice on my right shoulder lo.. so rubbish!! ar!! i promise i will bit u this toopid ONION n big BullY!! den went home.. den i kicked on Jie's butt....haha!! coz she say sumting real lame.. den i lauff till buay tahan.. den gt a car behind us honk!! n tat is Ziyu, Yujun, Franky, Annie... den Yujun scold me!! haha!! fer kicking his "sister"..haha!! den i kick again..haha!! den they all start laughing..haha! lalala!! cum n get me n spank me la!!wahhaha! okok..
den after tat went hme.. den i feel so tired lo.. den rest onli at ard 12midnite.. den de nxt day i am late.. 20mins late.. haha!! den of coz... Mr Lam nt happi la.. den keep askin me why.. den i already say overslept den he still ask.. haha!! den we had lesson till 11am den we went str8 to IKEA!!! haha!! we shop there like mad ppl lo.. haha!! den i bought myself a board fer my own use lo.. den we went back 2 sch again fer lesson again.. which is starting at 3 ending at 4.. den after tat i went home.. suppose 2 go 2 make up cell grp.. but den 2day my daddi's bday so i decide 2 go hme coz i was tinking of taking them out fer dinner.. but in de end my mummi dunwan.. say waste money...den summore i sick.. cant eat much tings oso.. wat de... haiz..den in de end slept quite late oso..den wake up at ard 9am..den my cough is nw tormenting me... this explain 2 blog this entry la..haiz... ok.. den actually i have lesson @ 10am.. but i nv go.. coz i am veri tired n weak nw.. keep coughing non stop.. ar!!... wat de...
haiz.. i am sick.. so sad... haiz.. nth 2 blog.. this whole wk...study..haha!! den co oso.. yah..tats all..ar!! i am sick!! ani1 here free 2 look after me?!wahahaha!!
u all might be curious why am i heartbroken... well.. it is nt abt ani guy!! it is nw abt my dearest Sansan... my longest ever known fren... since K1.... can u believe it?! hw mani of u can tell me tat u are still contacting ur kindergarden fren till nw n de bond btw de 2 of u is still so strong n nice.. i can proudly say tat onli a few can confidently tell me this.... ok.. i shall nt elaborate on hw i noe her n everyting.. but still i realli treasure her lots.. she is always there when standing by me... always supportin me... nv will i forget that time hw she stood up fer me when Huifen came n confront me coz of Laimay... (ok..this matter already settle le.. juz an example.. whoever reading... *Laimay n Huifen dun mind hor...* nv... yesh my dear fren... realli... no 1 can replace ur status in my heart... yesh.. u are my dearest ever fren..!!!
TO: CHAN JACK SAN...
San..though we rarely still go out..coz after u transfer primary sch.. but still i am realli happi tat we get 2 reunite in secondary sch.. however... we do have misunderstandings.. but still we go thru it.. thru think n thin..... but still we are still frenz... and realli glad 2 know u as my longest known fren... havin known u is NEVER.. yesh i repeat NEVER a regret... and nw... seeing wat u have done 2 urself realli breaks my heart... pls.. gal.. i beg u.. pls dun do this 2 urself.. stop slashing urself.. i realli dunwanna lose u, my realli greatest fren.. pls get over him.. n start anew fresh... dun hurt urself because of him.. he is nt worth it.. in the case.. nw... i shld nt have say tat person as a he but a IT!!! tat guy realli is a jerk... he is even worse den a beast... realli.. sansan.. seeing those photos posted in ur blog.. it realli breaks my heart.... remember? ystrday.. u told me... tat u have slashed ur wrist so much times.. after seeing tat... my tears juz drop... i simply cant control it.. coz this remind me of Jennifer.. sure u still remember her... remember hw we all felt tat time when we received de news abt her death? it sumhw leads me 2 have tat grief in me again.. pls.. sansan.. i dunwan 2 see wat happen 2 her happening 2 u... remember.. u still have ur frenz, ur parents there always fer u... never will we leave u... coz all of us care for u... love u... treasure u... realli... hope tat u will get thru this down period in ur life... always remember that u have us...nv be so foolish 2 do harm 2 urself... we simply love u..!!! kaY?? learn hw 2 walk thru ur darkest period of time will realli lead u 2 another level.. jiayou!!! support u all de waY!!! i will not be standing behind u n so far behing tat u cant even see me!!! but i will be standing side by side with u n fight thru de dayz..!!so gal.. CHEERUP!!! SMILE!! i am looking forward to the day which u will tell me happily n excitedly," Ping, yesh!! i did it... i have walk thru my darkest ever period of my life!!!i will continue on my life without all these hurts n i am veri happy nw..." okay?! =D
=>heartbroken...specially for Sansan....<=
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well..haha!! nw having report writing presentation lesson...haha!! kind of sian..aniway.. doing a project on Personal Care Product... SLIMMING PILLS/PRODUCTS!!haha!! so those who reading this... pass me ani info on SLIMMING PILLS/PRODUCTS!! gtg bye!!haha! lesson oveR le..!! wahahahaha!!!
heLLo!! anibody there.!!!yO everybody lets stand up on ur feet n nw....SCREAM!!!! wahaha!! yeahyeahyeah!! yoyoyo!! mad woman in de hse!! yoyoyo!!haha!! okok..
errr... okok..getting real mad...haha!! okok.. well 2day is my first day of my year 1 semester2 in SP!!! well.. which means i have been in SP fer like 6mths le lo!! whOo!! times realli flies yah!? ok..well.. kind of pissed off by SP lecturers.. haiz.. well.. thinking tat 2day is de first day of sch.. so i make an extra effort 2 wake up real earli.. @ 650am... n prepare fer sch n get out of the hse by 715am... n i manage 2 reach SP by 755am lo.. den waited a few buddy clzmates... den went 2 clz.. well reached there..shocked.. coz see all de clz ppl standing there... n it was already 805am... well yah.. i am 5mins late... but..haha!! those who are in my clz or noe me..i am a serious latecomer... 5mins late is a nt norm thing!! my norm late is ard 15-20mins lo... =X haha!! well..den we waited outside clz.. but.. till 835am still.. there is no sign of any lecturers..so.. we decided 2 go fer earli break.. well..this is normal la..haha!! den... de nxt lesson is at 10am...so we went 2 de clzroom n realise tat de lecturer decide 2 onli brief us tml... n so... we have 2 wait till 11am fer our practical briefing... so we decided 2 go to de lab n ask fer de briefing 2 be held asap.. so tat we can go hme.. haha.. den everything goes well.. n we finish de briefing by 1030am...den we decide 2 go search fer our Engineering Math I lecturer.. well.. she is difficult 2 find..haha!! coz she having lesson.. and we tried calling her.. coz we wanna find out is there lesson later... well.. she say YES!!! oh no.. which means frm 1030am-3pm.. we have nth 2 do!!!!!!! yesh!!! nth.. so we rot in sch.. in com lab @ library.. so after tat went 2 de lesson.. oh man!!! she is a young lady.. haha!! a bit yoyoyo!!haha!! well.. her slang!! oh no...haha!! real power... well she say she studied in CANADA!!! haha!! den she oso veri strict lo..haiz.. haha!! den after lesson..went FC3 with Baoling & Hanee to grab a bite...den decided 2go hme.. den walk pass CO room..
den i saw, Yinzhi, ahbeng, Kuiyu, Ahheng, Harrison, Xiuping, Lingling inside.. haha!! so out of curiosity i went in lo..haha!! den Yinzhi came over n pass me de movie ticket tat he promise me 2 give me!!yeah!! haha!! well.. haha!! is tat time de whole grp of us went watch movie.. and Samuel threw away de ticket lo..den i wanna keep.. so i ask frm him lo.. n he say.. he gave it 2 me as a bday present... -_______-"! wat a cheap bday present aniway..haha!! den he ask me stay behind a while lo.. well at first i thought wat.. den i saw sumting.. and i noe le..haha!! YEAH!! TODAY IS LEE YONG HENG NICK'S BDAY..HAHA!! hey!! dun say we nv do aniting fer u hor!!haha!! well..so we had a surprise mini party fer him.. have a cake lo.. den after that.. most of them went 2 makan lo.. den me n Xiuping decide 2 go hme le.. so we left.. n left Layleng n Harrison behind lo..!!! haha!! whOo!! *wiNkwiNk* Hey BruDdeR!! dun say we nv help u create opportunities n be AUTOMATIC, ZHI DONG!!!haha!! den reach hme.. den rot.. den so tired lo..haiz.. actually wanna prac my Zhongruan.. but totally no strength..haha!! yah..oso lazy.. and oso.. not much energy..haha!! well.... so nw i think i gonna stop le.. already blog fer 22mins!!wahhaha!! okok.. think tats all...byebye.. kind of tired le.. need rest le!!!yeah!!!
ok... lets start frm ystrday...actually.. nt much.. rot at hme..den at nite go fer work... onli manage 2 get hme by 1110pm...den after that... rest..den slp... den de nxt day..went 2 church.... den go co... den went hme... err... den after that... watch tv... duno wat 2 blog oso... haiz...
i am getting veri tired.. getting tired of all the things.. wat i wan nw is a happi life.. wanna get wat is bothering me out!! de thing tat i want... is realli.. so near n yet so far... maybe it is juz a dream.. an unrealistic dream.. maybe things are nt meant 2 be wat i want it 2 be... but i realli hope that is is a real dream.. but... i realli duno...haha!! ok.. dun ask me wat i am refering... i will nt say aniting.. yesh.. i will nt.. dun ask me.. i hate it especially when sum1 knew wat i am refering 2... and cum 2 me and ask me wat is it... realli... i dun mean 2 be rude... or even ridiculous... if this offend ani1 of u.. sorry..
well... hmm ystrday... err... wait up @ 1115am den went dwn 2 CC pass my Zhongruan 2 Mr Ng...coz he helping me bring it 2 Shuqun..haha!! den after that i went hme...den eat... den after that meet Jie n Sinyi go CO again....yeah..again..haha!!!so tiring lo..haha!! den on de way.. we are still wondering.. hu is de shuai ge teacher is refering ystrday tat is going 2 play bass..haha!! den we are saying..haha!! couldnt be a shuai ge la..haha! coz so far.. all de bass player that came..all is..haha!! =X den reach there.. go in... SHOCK!!! haha!! coz is our beloved James playing basS!!haha!! ok la..haha!! yuan lai shi ta...haha.. den after pract...den tat lamer Yujun came over... den whisper asking whether are we going de next day..which is 2day la...haha!! den we all decided 2 cum late...haha!! den hor.. was saying oso fer the rehersal on de 14th n 17th...all dun cum..haha!!! i cant go at all lo.. coz gt clz..haha!! den start laming ard a while.. den went off... den halfway... heard teacher told Yujun..."Hey...tml morning...745am meet at my void deck i drive u over..." haha!!coz he live juz de nxt block of teacher lo... den i hear le..ji tao laugh..coz..haha!! he cant be late!!wahahaha!!! den 2day morning.. i was late..haha!! again.. den meet Jie.. den she wear a bermudas...den her brother, Xinlin saw it b4 she went off 2 meet me...den say her..." 2day is rehearsal leh.. u wear this... nt veri polite.." den she keep asking me whether shld she go back hme n change coz at that time we already waiting fer bus le.. den after tat decided tat she shld change..haha!! den accompany her back..den she change lo.. haha!! den Xinlin went off first... think he go meet his gays partner, Yujun n Franky...haha!! den Sinyi nv cum 2day..coz she going 2 airport... den so.. me n Jie quickly go 2 Jurong East mrt meet James, Jason, Yikloong... but..haha!! they were late... these 3guys... haha!! late..haha!! den actually shld be waiting fer them de.. but after tat i realise they took caB!!ahha!! coz James overslept..haha!! den bo bian lo.. we meet them at Shuqun sec lo..den suppose 2 meet at gate.. but they went in le..haha!! den in de end me n Jie de latest..haha!! den teacher say.." u two ar... shld have cum my hse overnite ystrday..den i can drive u 2 here ma.." haha!! ooPs..haha!! den pract lo...den i was shocK!!!haha!! coz.. Xinli wore a PINK SHIRT!!! haha!! PINK wor!!haha... so shOcK!!haha!! den after that... go rehearsal..finish @ 12noon lo.. den we help carry back de instruments...den the Yujun, Franky, Xinlin..veri fast bu jian le..haha!! den left me n Jie, James, Jason, Yikloong...den we took teachers' car 2 IMM...den teacher treat we all lunch...den after tat we go walk ard without teacher lo.. den i came hme..reach hme onli at abt... 130pm..den fell asleep at 2pm...den onli wake up @ 730pm..duno why so tired..haha!! den nth 2 do lo..whOo.. tml no need go pract!!haha!! so happy!!wHoO!!!haha!!! den i think tats all ba... sch is reopening le...so happy!!haha!! oh yesh 1 more thinG!!!
well, ystrday Yuxing came fer de Evangelistic meeting.. well...actually she nt cuming 1...coz she is going out..but last min she sms me lo..so accompany her den nv go fer choir...den after that... during alter call.. she decided 2 receive it again.. so happy... realli glad lo... haha!! well.. she is de 1st fren tat i brought 2 church that actually went dwn n accept Jesus... Praise de Lord!!!haha!! okok.. den after that we went 2 KFC kind of "celebrate"...haha!! den i shake my popcorn chicken...den so sad.. half of it spill out lo... haha!! den she shared hers with me..so happi.. den after tat went hme n rest!!haha!! yeahyeah!!! =D
From the very Begining, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background,& that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?"As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence.After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged.The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice......The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phonecalls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying....The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead.When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.
There was a ger who bump into a photographer one day and was love at first sight with the guy. She apologised and hope to seeing him again one day.She was working at a hair salon and one day the photographer went into the shop to have a hairwash. The ger asked her friend to let her service for that guy because she liked him alot. But she accidentally wash e soap on the guy's face and apologised endlessly. And so she found his working place and decided to give him something as a gift ot apology. The guy noticed her and thought that she is beautiful sohe took pictures of the ger. Soon, the guy and the ger spend some time hanging out together and have feelings for each other. There was one day when the ger came up to his working place to visit him, but at that time, he was busy washing the photos in another room so the ger was seeing the photos that he took for her.She accidentally knock a glass of water & dirtied the table, she used her jacket to clean it up and took the guy's shirt to wear. The guy came out, saw the ger wearing his shirt and took pictures bcos he thought it was cute of her to wear a big shirt. But the flim was used up soon and the ger volunteer to take another flim from another room. She went into the room and saw the flim up high on the cupboard so she tip-toed but unfortunately, she knock down a bottle of toxic chemical for washing photo. The bottle was not covered properly and the chemical went pouring down on her eyes.She was sent to the hospital immediately and the guy was very sad. Finally the ger was okay after a few days and was able to see again. But from tat day onwards, she never met and see tat guy again,she couldnt find him anywhere. One evening, she went to the hill to look at the place where the guy likes to bike. She finally saw someone tat look like him sitting down on a bench.. he was wearing a pair of sunglasses. A photo flew away from the guy's hand and the ger went to pick up.. it was a photo of her, she cried and return it to him. The guy didnt know its her bcos he was blind and cant see anymore.. the ger was crying and did not know what happen to him until one of the guy's photo assistant told her that the guy save her eyesight by giving his eye cornea to her..
well...2day woke up late fer prac... in den end... late meeting Jie n Sinyi... but we manage 2 reach de sch b4 de practice start... aniway..de practice...is real boring.. n teacher is so fed up with them all lo.. they all.. duno wat is respect 1 lo.. dun even noe hw 2 respect de teacher... when he scolded them..they even tok back lo.. nt tat teacher is bad.. but their attitude...realli.. 1 word 2 descibe!! SUCKS!! i was so fed up with those secondary sch students tat i almost ask them 2 keep their mouth shut n scold them upside dwn lo.. is like.. i follow teacher fer like almost 6yrs le.. i dun even dare 2 tok back lo.. dun say tok back... i dun even give him an attitude face lo.. can realli understand why he is so fierce n angry when teaching them...nt like when he teaching us lo.. even if he is angry..yes he scold.. but still he dun aniwhere hw... nth 2 do den start scolding u lo.. if he is sum1 hu have attitude problem..den i doubt all those ppl like James, Lihua, Franky, Yujun, Yiklong, or even de few of us will follow him fer so long.. think all of us at least follow him fer 3yrs lo.. think those ppl @ Shuqun realli shld know wat is rite n wat is wrong lo... they attitude realli.. is sumting i realli buay song abt lo. why can they treat teacher liydat.. i dun understand lo.. if tat teacher attitude sucks... den i dun care.. but de prob is... they dun respect him first lo..haiz... watever...den after prac.. went 2 IMM Long John Silver n makan with Jie n Sinyi lo.. den we waited fer de shuttle bus back 2 Boonlay fer like 40mins lo..haiz... den after tat went hme.. den went 2 Gekpoh meet my daddi.. den we went 2 de hp shop n ask abt de Mitsubishi phone lo.. de flip fone tat u all see... at de side... haiz..heard frm de person.. say tat fone... a lot of bad feedback.. coz of de battery...n will hang lo..haiz.. think i will give up tat fone le la..soB... but i have another fone in mind.. but that fone is an old phone!!! haha!! tat is Panasonic GD88...haha!! although it is old...but i realli like it..kind of nice lo..haha!! and oso Panasonic X70... but hor.. both tat 2 fones.... my clzmates using tat..haha!!! oh man...haha!! lalala!! maybe i shall wait fer new fones 2 cum out..coz have 2 wait fer my dad 2 change de fone le...den i becum my turn 2 change lo..haha!!! hmmm......... lalalala!!!!! ok.. i am a bit lazy 2 blog nw..think will blog tml...byebye!!
18yrs ago... a gal was born @ a beautiful island call Singapore... she had her first cry @ KK hospital..!!! and she was named.... CHEW RONGPING!!! haha!! tats me!!! yeah!! me!! yePPieS!!!haha!! i am indeed... 18yrs old..haha!! times realli pass.. it is juz like.. a yr had juz past with juz a blink of my eyes!! haha!! since this is a new life... hereby i wanna make a few wishes..haha!! hope u all dun mind ya?~
Firstly... i wanna study as hard as i can!! yesh!! to do well in my exams n study!!! i wanna be de top 5%!! i wanna be in de roll of honor!! i believe that i can do it.. as long as i put in de effort!!!
Next... master well my Zhongruan skill... n be able 2 go fer grading next yr,2005!! i realli hope... 2 at least go fer a grade 3 exam.. haha!! =X
Thirdly... i wanna eat less...rest more...be more guai..haha!! yeah!!haha!! lalala!!
Forthly... i wanna treat myself realli much much more better... seems like i have been veri bad 2myself fer always staying up till late nites...
Then... i wanna have sum1... to share all my problems... yesh..sum1 close... sum1 special... haha!! ok.. yah i am lame... lalala!! =D
Lastly... i wanna work as hard as i can... 2 earn as many money as i can.. 2 buy the phone i wan n go fer grading... as fer de fone.... have 2 get it by my own money.. coz my dad n mum cant afford it.. so is de grading...
yeaP!! all thesE!! i wanna fufil!! haha!! i may be greedy haha! but hu say i cant be greedy?~haha!! yeah!! aniway.... i am realli veri veri veri happy...coz... i am so glad tat so many ppl remembered this special day of mine... this special moment... yesh.. realli thanks... realli wanna thanks those hu sms me @ 12midnite sharp... ppl like Yuanrong, Aileen..haha!! i am so shockeD!! yesh.. both of u sms me @ 12midnite sharp... 0000hourS!!haha!! though Aileen is nt de first.. haha!! Yuanrong is..haha! coz after his sms... those who i was chatting with online.. ppl like Layleng, Harrison, Weiling... haha! they oso wish me in de middle~haha!! n next.. ur sms cum!!haha! so dun sad tat u nt first k... aniway.. yesh.. i wanna thank u all lo.. n all those who wish me... before de day or even de day it self.. i realli enjoy my day... if i am going 2 list dwn...haha! den this post gonna be long!!haha!! i thank all la.. k?~haha!! yesh... realli appreciate!!haha!!
aniway...wake up @ 1040am 2day.. well.. i was actually planning 2 slp till 11am.. but.. all thanks 1 YuanRong... haiz.. sms me early in de morning.. n wake me up.... so noisy his sms... same as him..haa!! =X den wake up..online lo.. haha!! den nth 2 do.. so played game with Weiling.. den was smsing Sheila n Xinjie oso... den was suppose 2 meet Jie @ 1pm..den in de end we decide 2 meet 130pm coz Sheila last min decide 2 go..haha!! den after tat Jie was late...we onli reach JP @ 2pm..den we go eat KFC while waiting fer Sheila... den she reached at ard 215pm lo..haa!! den after tat we took train 2 town.. alight @ Somerset..den went Heeren... den go Cineleisure.. den go Far east lo... den we took neo prints!haha!! yesh!! so long neber take le..haha!! den after tat we went back 2 JP.. den had our dinner.. den walk ard 2 waste time... den finally get into de cinema n settle dwn fer the movie SHUTTLE... tat movie.. realli is a mux watch movie lo.. realli.. though it is a scary movie.. but yet it is funny!!haha!! but...de story is kind of sad... in de end... yah.. so sad lo.. was tinking...if tat guy told her gal on wat realli happen... den i think the gal will forgive him 1 lo..haiz.. but in de end.. he choose nt 2.. n de gal get so fed up lo..haiz... den in de end... he becum in tat state lo..haiz.. will..aniway..finish de movie @ 1115pm..den waited fer Sheila's bro 2 cum over 2 fetch us back hme... den me n Jie alighted le.. den i send Jie hme..haha! coz she scared...den i gt hme le.. den my cousin is here.. so i manage 2 get a new haircut!!yesh!! a new haircut fer my new life...... yePPie!! as fer de haircut.. i cant realli say i love it.. but i think i like it la.. still nt too bad.. though a bit weird la..haha!! ok.. when i gt de pic i will post de pic la...!! haha!!!
well...den tml gt co pract @ Shuqun Sec... helping out fer their performance on de 22nd...@ ACS... haha!! and... 22nd.. i realise i gt sch..haha! and tat day.. i gt cca oso.. n oso gt cell grp Christmas party..haiz.. so cham lo.. but ok lo.. lesson till 12noon... den ACS... nt so far frm SP la..haha! juz next door.. haha!! oopS!! so near.. but den.. is next door of de SP Guild hse.. still is far frm my blocks...haha!! den tml pract frm 1-5pm lo.. den after tat got 2 go 2 Ashley's chalet.. celebrate her bday ma... but nt staying overnite.. coz next day gt pract again.. same @ Shuqun sec... 1-5pm oso.. den at nite gt evangelistic mtg...haha!! den friday morning.. got rehearsal... duno at where... @ 8am lo..haiz.. tiring.. den gt 2 work on Friday nite.. because Sat have 2 go KTV with SPCO ppl..haha!! toking abt KTV... seems like i have promise a lot of ppl going.. but haben go with them..haha!! ppl like.. Yuanrong... Sheila... Joanne..haha!! oh no!! cham la!! haha!!! hmm..den Sunday have 2 go church in de morning..den have 2 rush fer CO pract @ soka le...haiz.. n den.. 13th dec will be here le!!!which means sch reopen le!! yePPie!!haha!! lala!! i wan go sch!! i wan study!! haha! coz nth 2 do at hme..!!haha!!! okok....i am crapping.... k... think gtg le... kind of a long post le lo.. =D
wellwell.. yeah!! my birthday!! haha!! but before tat... i have 2 weish Yinzhi happy birthday..coz his is on de 6th!!haha!! n oso Jiaxin..hers on de 5th...den mine!! on de 7th!!! den tml..8th will be SiaSiHua n Kelvin's!!!haha!! oh man!!haha!! so mani...okok..aniway... realli thankz all frenz fer wishing me @ 12midnite..haha!! realli thankz lot...haha!! aniway.. be back 2nite 2blog la!! going out le!! haha! !byebye!! =D
The Pencil Maker took the pencil aside, just
before
putting him into the box.
"There are 5 things you need to know," he
told the
pencil, "Before I send you out into the world.
Always remember them and never forget,
and you
will become the best pencil you can be."
"One: You will be able to do many great
things,
but only if you allow yourself to be held in
Someone's hand."
"Two: You will experience a painful
sharpening
from time to time, but you'll need it to become
a
better pencil."
"Three: You will be able to correct any
mistakes
you might make."
"Four: The most important part of you will
always
be what's inside."
"And Five: On every surface you are used on,
you
must leave your mark.
No matter what the condition, you must
continue to
write."
The pencil understood and promised to
remember,
and went into the box with purpose in its
heart.
Now replacing the place of the pencil with
you.
Always remember them and never forget,
and
you will become the best person you can be.
One: You will be able to do many great
things, but
only if you allow yourself to be held in God's
hand.
And allow other human beings to access
you for the many gifts you possess.
Two: You will experience painful sharpening
from
time to time by going through various
problems in
life, but you'll need them to become a
stronger
person.
Three: You will be able to correct any
mistakes
you might make. Learn from it, and correct
them.
Four: The most important part of you will
always
be what's on the inside.
And Five: On every surface you walk through,
you
must leave your mark.
No matter what the situation, you must
continue to
do your duties.
Allow this parable on the pencil to encourage
you
to know that you are a special person and
only
you can fulfill the purpose to which you were
born to accomplish. Never allow yourself to
get
discouraged and think that your life is
insignificant
and cannot make a change.
You can and I know you will!
now de time is 1516hours.. .counting down to 0000hours!!! 7th December here i cum!!! haha!!! so... err...... so left 8hours 44minutes to go!!! yeah!!!
hmm..as fer 2day.. a veri buzy n tiring day i can say lo...haha!! well... offline @ 320am ystrday.. but onli manage 2 slp @ 4am... den wake up @ 8am... n go fer morning service.. because i need go CO in de afternoon.. so after tat... went hme.. den a while go meet XinJie den go eat.. den were toking lo.. haha!! n we decide 2 go out on TuesdaY~yeah!! my special daY!!haha!! decide 2 watch ShutteR..!! den go town..maybe... den after tat go Singapore Conference Hall n watch de CO compertition lo... den went there.. teacher nt there yt.. he is late... fer 30mins lo..den we 2 rot..haha!! den saw James n Lihua!! den we keep toking lo.. haha!! n den me n Jie left @ 320pm.. coz she need 2 go fer her keyboard lesson.. den i need go fer work..haha!! den went back church.. den went meet CG.... den Lishi was there too...haha! n they help me celebrate my bday..~haha!! n they gave me a watCH!!! haha!! why?! haha! coz i always latE.... -,-"~haha!! aniway..it is a veri nice watch...haha!! but hor..err... i dun use 2 wear watch but still i will bring it everywhere i go lah..haha!! den after tat went 2 work.. den gt a new stuff..i think..haha!! well he is Jason..haha!! he was washing way b4 i went in @ 4pm... n all de way to 845pm lo!!haha!!! i realli salute him lo.. no complains.. n heard frm Ailing, tat once he came in fer work.. he str8 away report 2 de washing area.... den i was like.. err.. haha!! oh man!! this guy!!!haha!!poweR!!seems like he loves washing..haha!! duno.. den after tat... we ate de cake.haha!! err..de cake... ahha!! is hor.. actually sum1 left behind in our cafe fridge... den coz another grp of ppl oso left their cake there... and they mistaken it as theirs n took it...n everyting.. n in de end..they return back this cake!!haha!! erRr....haha!! den in de end no one cum take.. so.. Ailing suggested tat we eat it!!haha... den when eating.. Jason n Jane got suan by Ailing..haha! coz she say.. " normally is guys tat dun like 2 eat strawberries..." n de pro is Jane dun eat...but Jason eaT!!aha!! diaOz.. haha! den i nv take my bag.. den i go back in n take..den Jason is blockin my way.. den i ask him shift... den he shift 2 times le..den i ask him shift 3rd time... he dunwan le..haha!! and he say.." wah!! u ask me shift den i shift... den where my face sia!!haha!!" den i ji tao..haha!! diaOz...!!!haha!! den after tat went home lo..haha!! den me n Ailing totally forget abt de garbage bag lo..haa!! den we turn 1 rd back n help Jason with it.. n we have 2 go by de back staircase.. coz in front gt wedding reception... den they duno de way lo..haha!! so i bring them.. den when reach level 1... de door gt stuck..haha! coz gt a car packed there... n a cone.. is there.. so block it... haa! so i squeeze my way out n Ailing squeeze her way out oso..den in de end.. i slam de door!! haha!! on Jason's face..haha!! oh man!! sorry!! haha!! den i took away de cone..de open de door fer him.. n he laugh..haha!! say i slam door on his face..haha!! hey brethren... sorrY!!aha!! den went hme.. took 243 with Ailing.. den we tok on de bus lo..haha!! den reach hme... @ ard 905pm... n took a bath.. n nw.. veri tireD!!haha!!
well..2day..suppose 2 go orchard support Guoping... but in de end i nv go..coz mum dun let me go... den in de end i slp till 330pm.... den i wake up.. 2 my horror... a lot of sms..haha!! den after a while.. decide 2 go CO..haha!! alone lo..haha!! coz Xinjie still at Chinatown..so i decide 2 go dwn help teacher.... den went there... 2 my another horroR!!! alot of kids!!! haha!!! but onli 1 zhongruan.. den she taking her grade 1 test on de 20th dec lo.. wish her all de best..haha!! den was teaching her lo..haha!! 1to1 lo... she so xing fu.. tat time i learn.. dun even have a teacher..all i learn myself..haha!!onli sumtimes teacher demostrate 2 me onli..haha!! okok.. den after tat.. help keep de instruments den go makan lo.. den Xinjie came join us.. den we tok alot lo.. den teacher treat~haha!! KFC...haha!! den after tat...went hme... nth much happen 2 day oso.. my special day is cuming lo~~ yePpie!! real soon!! haha!!... oh man........ haha!! i am getting old.. haha!!
*hoPing 2 bE dE 1 u caLL b4 uR sLp.. hoPing 2 bE dE 1 bY uRsidE whEn u aRe LonELy,sAd...caN i....*
hmm.. this is my first try..haha!! looks kind of bad..haha!!
well.. my 2nd try..haha!! quite like it.. but den too small...haha!!
this is my 3rd try.. i like it lo..haha! !so cute!!haha!!
done by Yuxing fer me!!!..haha!! den i complain abt de shirt colour..haha!! !omg!!haha!!
another 1 by Yuxing fer me!!!...haha!!! she say look like me!!haha!! =D
hmmm... juz gt back hme... ard 20mins le... juz nw went out wid a few SPCO peepx... gt me, Xiuping, Weiling, Lihua, Liying, Lingling, Peicheng, Ah heng, Samuel, Ngeejin, Yinzhi, Weiqiang, Chuancheng..tink abt like tat la... we go out... well.. fer a kind of farewell fer Chuancheng coz he going army le... haha!! den i went there veri late.. reach onli at ard 645pm... though they meet 5pm lo..haha!! coz i lazy...den summore have 2 wait till my mummi cum back...haha!! den reach there.. went pastamania find them..haha!! diaOz... de prob is i went wrong level... so resulting in.. i walking in circles @ b1 whereby de pastamania is @ b2....haha!!! wahhaha!! okok.. i am blur.. den after tat we watch de movie After de SunseT? at Suntec lo...!haha!! de show is damn funni lo.. thought i will watch till i slp..haha!! but no lo!!haha! so exciting!!haha...den after tat went arcade a while.. den go drink kopi.. den @ ard 1030pm..Lingling ask whether wanna take cab anot lo..coz she gt curfew.. need 2 reach hme @ 11pm..so me, Lihua n Liying went wif her lo.. den tok a cab..send Lingling hme first... she onli manage 2 reach by 1110pm..so duno whether her parents gt scold anot lo.. den after tat send Lihua n Liying back...den i last 2 go lo... den nw.. doing nth..haha!!
well... my timetable fer sem 2 is out...
Monday...
I&OC(CP4006) T231 (Lecture) 8am-9am
CPPB (CP5035) T111 (Tutorial) 10am-11am
CPPB (CP5035) W315A (Practical) 11am-2pm (Wk1,3,5,7,10,12,14)
EMI (MS2126) T4A52 (Lecture) 3pm-4pm
Tuesday...
CPPB(CP5035) T244 (Lecture) 10am-12noon
EMI (MS2126) T1A46 (Lecture) 1pm-3pm
ITM (CP4089) T242 (Lecture) 3pm-4pm
ITM(CP4089) T242 (Tutorial) 4pm-5pm
Wednesday...
I&OC (CP4006) T4A51 (Lecture) 8am-10am
SWAPPL (MS2524) T434 (Lecture) 10am-12noon
Thursday...
RWP (LC0203) T414 (Tutorial) 8am-10am
ITM (CP4089) T242 (Lecture) 10am-11am
I&OC (CP4006) T1A47 (Tutorial) 11am-12noon
ITM (CP4089) T103 (Practical) 2pm-5pm (Wk1,3,5,7,10,12)
I&OC (CP4006) T221A/T221 (Practical) 2pm-5pm (Wk2,4,6,8,11)
Friday...
EMI (MS2126) T1A36 (Tutorial) 10am-12noon (Wk1,3,5,7,10,12,14,16)
EMI (MS2126)T477 (Pratical) 10am-11am (Wk2,4,6,8,11,13,15)
EMI (MS2126) T1A36 (Tutorial) 11am-12noon (Wk2,4,6,8,11,13,15)
MUSIC (ET003A) VANDA (Lecture) 1pm-3pm
IDEA (SP0202) T1A45 (Tutorial) 3pm-5pm
Courses:-
CP4006--INORGANIC & ORGANIC CHEMISTRY
CP4089--INTRODUCTION TO MICROBIOLOGY
CP5035--CHEMICAL PROCESS PRINCIPLES B
LC0203--REPORT WRITING AND PRESENTATION
MS2126--ENGINEERING MATHS I
MS2524--SOFTWARE APPLICATIONS - SPREADSHEET
SP0202--INNOVATION DESIGN & ENTERPRISE IN ACTION (IDEA)
ET003A--MUSIC APPRECIATION
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well well well.. juz gt back frm sch.. err.... nt realli juz like.. reach hme like ard 1040pm? haha!! den 2day... went 2 SPCO lo.. aniway... wake up late la...haiz.. haa!! wake up onli at ard 115pm?haha!! den realise i am late..den after tat i online... saw Eileen..so decided 2 meet up..eat lunch b4 go prac.. so we meet3pm @ clementi n eat...MAC!!haha!! den after tat reach sch... den go percussion practice lo..haha!! den i nv prac ma..haha!! so veri funny lo.. de teacher is funny.. n i am blur..haha!! den i keep playin wrongly.. den me n my ah pa, Desmond have 2 pei he.. but we seems like no mo qi..haha!! den we 2 veri ke lian lo.. both our partner nt here.. Layleng went fer cruise.. Kaixian home gt sumting on.. .haha!! den we 2 blur blur 1 lo..and oso..Harrison.. duno why so moody lo.. hmmm... duno.. he say he tired?haha!! maybe lo.. or izzit XXX is nt there? =x haa!! keke.. aniway.. *Harrison jiemei cheer up la... =D smile!!!* hw can my partner be so sad 1~haha!! ookk... den after tat at 630pm we go makan @ FC3 lo.. den after tat go back fer combined pract... den halfway.. sumting scary happen.. Harrison.... playing halfway.. his zhonghu bow break lo..haha!! so violent!!aha!! sitting beside me.. gave me n Eileen a shock!!haha!! he more powerful den me lo... haha!! err.. i onli break 3times my string.. den break 3tan pian onli lo..haha!! err... okok.. i am violent too..haa!! den after tat... prac all de way till 10pm... den went hme lo.. hmmm.. kind of tired le.. coz... like wat i said in de previous post..haha!! i slept @ 6am lo..aha!! okok.. think i gtg le lo... go read de comics tat i brought hme 2day..haha!!well.. k la.. byebye!! bye bloggie!!missya!! loveya!! muaCks!!!ai shi ni le bloggie!!haha!! =x
*wishin tat i am de one tat u call b4 ur slp everynite... can i?*
hey let me tell u all a funny thing hor!!wahaha!! i am mad!! wahaha!! i slept @ 6am ystrday lo.. oh man!! aha!! and... de next interesting thing is.. i am going 2 be late fer SPCO le la!!! arGh!! cham chaM!!!haha!! keke.. juz bo liao.. wanna update my blog..haha!! coz de past few days i have been veri bad to my blog!!wahaha!! keke. i gtg le!! byebye bloggiE!!!haha!!!wahahaha!!
*maD woMan iS goNe n wIshiNg 2 bE dE 1 u caLL b4 uR sLP...*
well..think i have enuf of those angry posting.. haha!! think nw i am ok le.. after all these venting.. i feel veri bad.. diaOz.. bad coz i am scolding my mum behind her back..haiz.. *sorry Mum..* think i have 2 realli be more guai la.. haiyo.. think coz oso i veri notti.. diaOz.. haha!!okok.. maybe u all will wonder.. why my this posting font so big.. well.. coz gt ppl lo.. complain my blog font too small n too long!! aha!! okok.. aniway.. liydat lo.. nth much happen 2day... except tml gt cca.. till 10pm..!!! haiz.. well.. hmm..wat i wanna say..nt much actually.. well.. realli nth 2 do..haha!! trying 2 crap ard la..
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